We feel and then we fall.

I am back again guys! Sorry for not updating my blog as promised. I will TRY to update my blog everyday. Keyword: TRY. So... I have been going to school quite often than before and been getting on track with my studies. I know i am a week slower than all of my classmates but i been trying very hard to study again. Been doing project everyday *insert thousand of tired faces* It's only tuesday and I can't wait for weekends already. On a happier note is that I am finally doing exercise again trying to get my perfect body back. 

Sharing with you guys my favourite songs of the month

- Stay with me by Sam Smith

- Habits by Tote 

- Animals by Maroon 5

- Maps by Maroon 5

- Mi mi mi by Serebro

Forget those who forget you

I think I am getting used to the fact that everyone is temporary and all i can do is NOTHING. Sometimes we get sad about things and we don't like to tell people that we are sad about them. Or sometimes, we are sad but we really don't know why are we sad, so we say we aren't sad but we really are. Maybe we will really never get over some people but it just makes us think we've already moved on. The things about thoughts is that they can make you feel alive and also kill you inside.

A little updated about my life

I wish I could be happy. I wish I could go back to one month ago whereby I can see myself smiling everyday being genuinely happy. I am NOT trying to seek attention by saying "I wish to be happy." I just want to find somewhere to RANT. I am not gaining anyone's attention so if you dislike me or find me AA(Attract Attention) then you can jolly well click the "x" on the right hand corner and leave the page. Okay.. so back to the topic. I find it exhausting to go school everyday and working my friday saturday and sunday away. Yes, I know you guys can say that I can quit my job. But the problem is if i quit i won't have any income. I am a average 19 years old kid that need money to buy all the stuff I need myself. Yes myself. I hate taking my parent's money and I won't as long as long as i'm breathing. Its tiring but I will try very hard for my own future. I love how I use my own money to buy all the stuffs I want. Enough of my short update of life. Till then, I will try to update everyday.

Feeling blue

School everyday GOT TO GO not because I hate school. It's just certain people in my class and teachers. I hate it when teachers think that they're always right. I have been doing almost to NOTHING in school everyday. My groupmates is really thinking that by doing everything on their own is perfect and when people around them give them suggestions they totally ignored it. Ha ha so much of having new members. Furthermore, I have learn NOTHING in school.. Teachers been picking on me on and off. The urge of quitting school is higher than usual. I hate it when I am having foul moods. It makes me pretty frustrated. Totally hate it when i shout or show temper to anyone close to me and I can't control it at all. I am so sorry for being like this. Probably because it sucks to be me.